New York City
Here There Is No WhyNew York City becomes the durable home against which Judah Loeb measures his earlier life in Israel. It is where he establishes a career, raises Hannah as a single father, remains near the people he loves, and tries to keep the historical and emotional burdens of the Lerner family at a manageable distance. Yet New York never functions as a clean escape. Israel continues to reach him through journalism, political violence, religious questions, old lovers, and memories whose meaning changes with time.
A Chosen Home and Professional Refuge
New York City first appears as the place Judah deliberately chose after leaving Israel. He explains that the Lerners’ preoccupation with Jewish history had exhausted him and that he did not regard that history as his own burden to carry. His move therefore represents more than geographical relocation: it is an attempt to exchange an inherited national crisis for an American life organized around work, family, and personal choice.
That choice also shapes Judah’s professional identity. After accepting Charlie’s arrangement, he writes his book about Chaim Lerner while preserving Chaim’s death as an unresolved mystery. The book sells well enough to restore Judah’s journalism career, and he eventually joins The Washington Post. He later retires early when the newspaper requires him to leave New York City for Paris, refusing to abandon the city because his girlfriend remains there and Hannah, her husband, and their two-year-old daughter live in North Jersey. The decision shows how firmly New York has become the geography of his responsibilities: professional advancement is negotiable, proximity to family is not.
Family Life and the Aftermath of Loss
New York City is also the setting of Judah’s adult family life. He raises Hannah as a single father, and their relationship is marked by affection, candor, and the delayed disclosure of painful history. When Hannah prepares to leave Israel, Judah meets her at the airport and begins explaining his continuing connection with Michal. He tells Hannah that Michal had visited New York a few times a year after Mary’s death and admits that the relationship was mostly sexual but still meaningful, though no longer meaningful in the way it once had been.
The disclosure is inseparable from Mary’s suicide. After Mary takes her own life, Judah becomes unusually vulnerable to tears, describing the problem not as an inability to cry but an inability to stop. In New York, he remains physically distant from the Lerner story while carrying its emotional residue into his marriage, parenthood, and private memories. His return to Chaim’s five-petition prayer experiment occurs in bed beside Mary, as Judah asks for health and happiness for Hannah, for Ilana and his parents, a more fulfilling career, and the strength to become a better husband. His final petition is for more time with Mary; the result is not rescue but a catastrophic reduction of the time remaining. New York thus becomes the domestic stage on which theological doubt and intimate grief converge.
The City as Counterpoint to Israel
The contrast between New York City and Jerusalem is structural as well as emotional. In Israel, Judah moves through Lerner spaces charged with historical memory: the third-story balcony where Chaim fell, the family home, political offices, settlements, cafés, and religious institutions. At the Lerner house, Hannah studies the balcony railing and concludes that Chaim could not have jumped over it with his injured knee, converting a familiar domestic feature into physical evidence against the accepted suicide narrative. New York is less saturated with visible historical monuments, but it is where those investigations are assembled into journalism and where their consequences are absorbed into ordinary life.
The difference is not absolute. Judah’s New York existence remains connected to Israel through political reporting and personal correspondence. Zehava’s opposition career, Michal’s later right-wing attacks on the Oslo process, and the violence of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict continue to enter his American life through newspapers and messages. The city offers distance without severance: Judah can leave Israel, but he cannot make Israel irrelevant.
Journalism, Politics, and Return
From New York, Judah’s work carries him back into the political world he once tried to escape. Zehava never achieves the peace agreement associated with her public hopes, although she and her team conduct one round of secret meetings with Palestinian negotiators in London. Charlie arranges for Judah to observe the talks under strict conditions: he must delay reporting until a final agreement is reached and may use no direct quotations. The negotiations initially appear promising, with Israel offering approximately 95 percent of the West Bank and the Palestinians demanding the whole territory with limited border adjustments; both proposals place Pisgat David on the Palestinian side.
The talks collapse over Jerusalem, the right of return for Palestinian refugees, recognition of Israel as a Jewish state, the connection between Gaza and the West Bank, and the role of Hamas. Judah suspects that the meeting may have been an elaborate performance allowing each side to claim a willingness to sacrifice while blaming the other for failure. When he finally receives permission to publish, The Washington Post buries the report, and the public largely ignores it. New York therefore supplies Judah with the institutional platform of American journalism, but not with the power to resolve the conflict his reporting documents.
Religious and Historical Continuities
New York City becomes the environment in which Hannah develops a spiritual identity distinct from her father’s skepticism. Rabbi Kaplowitz gives her Returning for the Answer: A Guide to Coming Home for the Young Jew before her departure from Israel. Seven years later, when Hannah applies to rabbinical school, she identifies the book as her most important religious influence. After graduating from high school, she tells Judah that she intends to become a rabbi, a decision that initially troubles him because his associations with rabbis include Kaplowitz and Alon, both black-hatted Haredim. Her senior sermon at Hebrew Union College changes his response: she argues for Chaim Lerner’s theology of a God with infinite love but limited power, and her confidence and eloquence win him over.
This theological inheritance reframes New York as more than a secular refuge. Chaim had described himself as a theologian who wanted to rescue God by creating a framework capable of explaining God after the Holocaust. Hannah carries that question into a new religious life, while Judah remains the skeptical witness who nevertheless repeats Chaim’s prayer exercise and records its consequences. The city holds these positions together: secular journalism, Jewish spirituality, family memory, and unresolved theological argument coexist without producing a final synthesis.
Narrative Significance
New York City’s deepest significance lies in its role as a space of partial escape and involuntary return. Judah leaves Israel, but the people and events he left behind continue to determine the shape of his career, his marriages, his fatherhood, and his understanding of God. The city protects him from immediate immersion in the Lerner family’s political and historical world while making possible the book through which he preserves that world.
Its apparent stability is finally interrupted by loss. Charlie, Judah’s friend and investigative partner, is killed by a terrorist bomb outside the Russian Compound, while Judah’s life in New York continues to be marked by Mary’s death, Hannah’s religious vocation, and the persistence of Israel in memory. New York is therefore neither a simple sanctuary nor an opposing homeland. It is the place where Judah turns distance into narrative—and discovers that narrative cannot keep the past from returning.